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♥ Saturday, February 28, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST JILLIAN DARLING<333^^

Okay today its the birthday of my dearest Jillian darling=D Congratulations to you my dear=D so sorry that never give you a birthday gift cos i'm broke=( but will ensure you a belated one=D Anyways today had Chinese and geog common test and got a feeling that i will fail geog and part of the reason its that the teacher never told us about the question! Haiz anyway whole class was upset about this and especially when they heard that geog teacher commented us which reflected badly on my class to the classes who take pure sciences..Are we that lousy even?! Our class were discussing about this during the free period that miss lavania is not here today...Anyway today just flew pass so fast.After school met darling and gave her a hug for birthday<333..My drills are not up to standard and i know..My squadmate told me also and i felt so bad..Even squadmate also say that as though i wanted it to be this way..Its because i simply cannot execute them well as you okay? Sir also commented..Whatever..squadmate and sir.. zzz My drills are simply not up to standard...i'm depressed because everything is starting to go wrong for me..But i simply bear with the nonsense and finally when training ended i chiong over to bedok mrt after taking my rations and settled some urgent nature's call in the toilet.Met Ah kor, Jiahao and Abel and they made my day.Jiahao looked more mature and tall but still has a pea brain, whole abel too is more mature and has less pimples=D My dearest ah kor is still as handsome thou no much diff=D. 3 of us walked a long way and ak and me had yong tau foo together.After proper meal, i had a long chat with him. Hes just the best guy that i ever met in my whole life..when i'm down he will be there for me to throw darts.When i said i ate alone during recess, he volunteers to come back in his hols during my recess just to accompany me for recess?! And he even wished time could turn back such that hes there always to accompany and help me...Seriously i was extremly touched till i was near to tears..I would delicate a song for him - Imagine me without you by jaci-velasquez..I'm simply blessed to have him by my side...If next time i can create an award, i'll create the best brother for him!!He was the one who changed my life entirely..Without him i'll still an emotional girl..With him always by my side seriously nobody can ever compare themself with him cos they are no match! You are simply the best guy i ever met ak.After all the long chats, Ak waited for 16 with me and watched me board the bus just like my guardian angel=D.He truly dotes on me very very much just like i'm his blood related sister..No one will ever treat me as nice as him=D And after seeing me board the bus, he rushed for his bus 14 and went on home~=D

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Saturday, February 28, 2009


♥ Friday, February 27, 2009

Today okay firstly lessons were quite boring..But chem test and English was okay except that i was half asleep when i was doing the paper=X Okay last lesson belongs to Lavania and we were released ealier from CME today cos shes absent lol?i chionged home straight after going to t mart with someone,but somehow was drenched in the rain as it was raining cats and dogs today...Was seriously completely wet.Had a feast of fried junkies over atthe bubble tea shop as someone hurt my pride today...I was bloody upset that i purposely gotten myself soaked wet...the person said" can you dont follow me into kfc? cos i scared they misunderstand that we are a couple and cos of this i'm scared to even step in..." Upon hearing this i'm really sad that he trampled on my pride...I seriously hate him at that point of time till i just told him enough said! and i soaked myself in the rain and i walked away cos i felt so embarassed! I never been embarassed till this stage... I wanted to ask him is it an embarassment to go together with you for lunch? But i did not. I kept it to myself and i cried.But ever since this moment, i decide that i shall never go with this person for any meals anymore.But did not even bother to inform the person because i dont wanna even waste my effort. Forget it enough said i wanna revise for common test tomorrow there is test for geog and cos of this incident i dun have the mood to study..but will force myself to study~ Bye

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Friday, February 27, 2009


♥ Thursday, February 26, 2009

Tomorrow common test chemistry and english papers are up! Went with my Junior Irfan to the library to study.Went home to prepare. but i cried upon recieving a phone call repremanding me because somebody was angry with me because i was late to school and gotten him into hot soup. When i was on the way home , a black cat followed me all the way till my house door and only grandmother managed to get her away!!cos it refused to leave even after we fed it.. I'm badly frightened by the cat and seriously allergy to cats from today onwards..

~This cat was the cat that made me allergy to all types of cats nowadays~

After that i went down with Irfan down to the MP library to study and his friend came along too=D We went mama shop and did alot of nonsense and cracked alot of horny jokes haha~But its happy and good experience studying with these juniors=D Hope i managed to help you guys a little bit=D We even ate in the library LOL?Here are some pics of them:

~Irfan and his friend~ Do they look like mountain climbers?=X

~ Eh boys here not ur grandpa house leh?!~=D

~Balik Kampong~Packing up go home~

After studying till around 7 plus, mum wants me home and i parted with them because they wanted to play catching~ Sorry guys tmr got 2 test cannot play with you guys some other times ok?<333^^ Okay nid go study chem le, overally i'm happy today^^But yet super stressed and upset.. signning off here=D

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Thursday, February 26, 2009


♥ Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Today we had D&T test after school today..It was so stressful and only recalled it yesterday..Mr hazmi had sore eyes today and we were released at 3.30 today...The test was okay just hope can pass cos did not really study...Felt really lonely after test..Cos i realised i was alone all these whiles after a cold war broke out due to some childish people...Okay shall not mention..But it really feels terrible having simply no friends by ur side..while i was walking to the bus stop alone, every step i took, it made me missed the times i had all my friends with me, as well as my kor and jie who have graduated 2 yrs ago..During recess and before lessons as well...i was simply all alone?! But nevertheless i will rather be a lone ranger than going back to be someone's puppy..But i simply do not understand why people would rather be the other person's puppy rather than standing up against that person and be a man with pride with friends who truly care about you?...Forget it..dont want to mention about it cos it makes me heart break okay signing off from here nid to revise common test on thurs liao.

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Wednesday, February 25, 2009


♥ Saturday, February 21, 2009

Today was rather a taxing day lol. Same usual cycle, skipped higher mother tongue and miss zhou understood me=D Went for npdp as usual and I made a new friend from area 14 called waifa and met khari my atc mate from pasir ris sec but i think he does not regonise me already...sad..The hentakaki got 2 sec 2s i think? They marched two tiles apart!! LOL laughed my ass off hahaToday is daddy's birthday.After NPDP today, meimei smsed me to buy a cake back for papa for birthday
for 7 bucks =D


This two cakes=D one for papa one for mei from bangawan solo for 7 bucks.

Happy birthday to my dear papa=D Old by another year liao my silly old man=D love you=D Thanks for not blaming me for my phone bill=D Faster grow older so i can filial you=D

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Saturday, February 21, 2009


♥ Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Okay peeps today its rather a random post ok..dont really feel like blogging but then since i'm quite free now, shall just state some nonsense abt these few days yes? Okays i would say that these two days are quite interesting..Monday someone placed a shoe in front of my face and threaten me and today came acting in front of me to ask for a favour from me...zzz had enough of all these nonsense. If you are just acting, might as well scram as far as you can, i dont need you, neither i will help you. Everyone by my side including my parents also dont want to help you...My gosh...such a failure.. Okay today got back my chinese word test and among the whole class only 9 of us manage to survive and o managed to clinch a 74 marks for it=) its really worth it foucusing more on accademic.Highest among all is 84 marks...Gosh sobs..At first i tot gonna fail but in the end i passed~Today mrs tan sucessfully scared me by saying theres test on wk 7 and i studied till 12am wth in the end no test..okay unlucky.. but at least started my slightest revision for common test=D Its a historical record as i never started studying so early fer my tests o.0 Hazmi was busy today for some kind of reasons and so D&T students were released early...with a worksheet. Decided to be nice to yx to finish NCC and go home together with him. In the end waiting for 3 hours. Weiqi was talking to me on the phone and justin back in school to accompany me fer an hr thanks my dears =D Today i finally know that i'm being loved by My 2 dearest 4I seniors - ah kor and jiejie + Ah mah joyjoy and Jillion jillian darling=D and of course not forgetting my dearest family=D aiai ni men=D 5203344

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Wednesday, February 18, 2009


♥ Monday, February 16, 2009

Heys readers=D, today i went out with my junior weiqi to buy his npcc stuff over at the army shop along tampinese street 81 that area. But firstly both of us went for an early lunch over at t mall and we went out to the pasa malam there as weiqi wanted buy cheese sausage but ended up buying a chicken wing which is 1.20 but 25 to 40cm long i think! haha it was an enjoyment watching him eat his chicken wing hashas.We took 291 down to street 81 next. We went to the army shop and weiqi bought alot of nonsense as he assured me that he would=D i only bought a 30 cent safety pins lol?! After all the rubbish shoppings that weiqi did, we took 22 back into t mall and weiqi treated me to fries=D thanks so much<33=DAnd we took bus and head back marine terrace. I noticed i'm just like a chatterbox which cannot be closed LOL? as weiqi and me just talked and talked all the way during the long and boring bus journeys.. Why do we have endless topics to talk about? Hahas anyways, weiqi it was a pleasure being able to go out with you and buy nonsense over at the army shop which we walked in circles over and over again for many many rounds and it lasted for an hour.Hope that in future i will get to go home wiv you or have frequent outings with you and the others=D Kays shall sign off from here peeps =D see you

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Monday, February 16, 2009


♥ Sunday, February 15, 2009

Heyos readers, i had spent a unique valenties day with my mother and sister for this year. But first lets wish all readers a happy valenties day thought i dont have a couple or smth and i'm not keen nor have the time to even get one.In the afternoon, helped meimei sourced for her lab thermometre for science project and nearly went crazy over it.But it paid off as i found a warehouse that sells all equipments and nonsense.Msged mum the details and left it to her and dad to go and get it for her.After all the crazy checking, i went to do a quick wash up and went down to orchard to meet mummy. Went with her to tanglin mall and did a slight shopping and went over to Kallang leisure park to meet my ke lian de xiao mei whose carrying a tired face after her taxing yet demanding band training.I got a pair of earings and a note book from mi and mei respectively.After a dinner, mum decided to reward me with a value box from kfc and we caught a night show which is bride war.It made me realise the importance of friendship and sisterhood.True friends are really hard to find. It was rather funny as the movie screened out Love matters which is Nc 16 wth? Mum went out to complain and the screener changed the movie and it was delayed by 15 mins. The movie simply rocks and its super nice=D Get to sit the new car that papa gotten and its quite comfy=DOkay am very tired shall rest in liaos. Signing off cyas=)

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Sunday, February 15, 2009


♥ Saturday, February 14, 2009

Today was the school's SOP..Which is like a emergency evacuation thingy..Which its like super lame? Okay today i came to school with mufti and brought my full u along lol!! Ru Huan keep on teasing me with my skirt cos its much shorter than my normal sch skirt.Had 词语测验..Sianz lol was rather difficult nor think will even fail lah wth...Sianz..During recess got changed to full u wiv sharon and when bell rang, went down to PE store room report to benson teo.The whole exercise took about one period and straight away after that, we were dismissed and had lunch.YY and a jerk went off to take9 without me but managed 2 chase up and went for npdp lol After NPDP today so tired..But xunfang so sick so she nvr go with us...Okie its a rather arward experience of npdp today.. So tiring...Met sharifah from Springfield sec sea unit omg my another atc mate and she regonised me!! so happy..so tired liao wor sign off here le bye!=D

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Saturday, February 14, 2009


♥ Sunday, February 8, 2009

Today was rather a sian day, and grandmother said that it was a special year tat married chinese daughters are suppose to bring their mothers out and buy some acessories and clothings for them and mummy see that i was alone at home so she decided to reward me by bringing me along for a shopping trip. We went to mellina walk and grandma and mummy each had some gains haha. Mum and me bought starlight and twilight chocolate though hahas unique names for chocolates right?=)Next we took a cab down to shaw centre had a few rounds around the shops there...its rather lame oh gosh but its worth it spending time with my lovely family..After a while, mummy me ah mah waited for our driver koh to drive little sister down to to shaw and we had big basin noodle and after that, we went for 2 continuous movies from 9.50 to 1.45 am lol am i insane? Yes i am in fact i'm just trying to force my eyes open as i was very tired and i really hate to see my sister and mother disappointed so yeah i watched with them Red Cliff 2 and Looking for a Star..I was so touched that i dropped tears at the end=)..Looking for a star truly rock!!okay i feel really dead but its all worth it for my family=D <333>

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Sunday, February 08, 2009


♥ Friday, February 6, 2009

Hie again peeps! Today is the day i went to Home Team Academy for my NPDP training...It was quite okay but has quite amount of confusion.Junwen and me are the flag bearers for our school and we have to undergo special trainings and it will be rather tough thou my gosh...But first, thanks xunfang for being my live excuse slip=) cos if without you i would not been able to come out from higher chinese class already=)After a quick lunch, we rushed over to changkat changi secondary to meet up with east spring secondary and together depart over to home team accademy.The bus was very very late and all the 3 schools we were late over and we reached about 4 plus?! oh gosh sad missed 1 hr of the training T_T Okay the sirs are so horny there though as they keep talking about bras and poking...yeah all those craps but i know they were trying to make training more memorable for us=) anyways we were fed like pigs as theres a break in between trainings and we were given rations after trainings hahas..i learnt how to hold my flag pole in a properly manner and excecute drills with it..Today it wasn't a really tired day but i am really worried as jianli called me and told me he lost his full-u...i'm worried for u brother about ur full uniform...Signing off from here..i'm already all dead...bye peeps...

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Friday, February 06, 2009


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Okay Peeps i know that i have not been updating my blog often please forgive me okay?Today i have nothing much to share with you guys. Shall share about some boring sch stuff=) i just finished my physics test just now during physics and think i'll fail cos i put the units wrongly gosh=.=" i studied so hard for it i really don't want to fail it! POA test is next tuesday and we had file checking today...Hm skipped my last lesson because went for teacher ushering and it was super boring no difference from sec 1 registration....Yes some teachers picked on my cos of my badge...Forget it man!!! Was rather fed up about it, i think that my list of teachers was the longest of 19 teachers... Its thurday and i wonder how will NDPD be! Tomorrow will be first training for NPDP and i'm so excited and wonder how will training be=) HTA here i come!! Gosh i haven polish my boots and i dont think have time to polish! It will be half U =) So tired today after everything~but i have to go for facial now or i'll be late already wor=XOkay signing off from here, Bye peeps=)

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Friday, February 06, 2009


♥ Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Today is a school hol..and its the first day ignoring the calls of you guys cos i'm mending my broken heart~I dun think it would mend that soon as it is seriously shattered into many many crystal shards...But mummy was really concern about my condition...worried about if i would cry so badly again today but in fact i really did when i hung up on 2 persons..both are my brothers...one i loved deeply and which i think i can never forget...Ah mah told me that since today is 初八，and i 刑太岁, so nida go temple to pray. My younger uncle also so grandma took me out and i brought my compre book with me as i knew that i would be rather bored. Ah mah and me took 55 and picked up xiao jiu over at paya lebar and we went to pray. After all the praying, grandma and me went to bread shop buy some bread and went home=) It was a holiday with sorrows and i dun wanna forgive those who did wrong to me....

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Tuesday, February 03, 2009


♥ Monday, February 2, 2009

Today was suppose to be a joyous day, as my house was having our" lou hei" session and everyone is very happy as theres abloney also leh=P mummy even said i ate too many slices lol=P there were desert also but i mised all those as i rushed down all the way to Sim Lim square to meet my peers for some shopping of eletronic parts.After a while, i felt quite left out and therefore one of my friend and me left the group and strolled over to sunshine plaza. After a short while, i went over to causeway point to meet my mother.My mother, god mum and two of her other friends.When i was alone on the train to causeway point, it brings back many memories when the train passed by places like bishan, toa payoh, ang moh kio, sembawang, amirilty, city hall and so on.... But the place that brings back the most memories is causeway point....once i step into there, the memories started flowing back into my mind slowly..Every single step i took, it just reminds me of somebody and especially went i look up and i saw the cinema.....the railings...it hurts so much and badly... I have simply no rights as i hurt him far too much already and things for us is irreversible already. when i went over to the restaurant and look for them, i was made to eat rice with two slices of chicken because i am a patient and cannot be empty stomach.After a while, both of mummy and god mum's friends cum classmates left us. We went over to Lot 1 choa chu kang. There brought back many memories, but not as much as causeway point.. it was the last place that we went together as a couple i remembered. It was so heart warming to remember all these memories but yet it just breaks my heart again and again. I have gotten a new wallet as god mother bought one from the wallet shop for me hahas. But at lot 1, i got fooled by two of my friends who said that i had no integrity and all the crap? ok fine i came to terms with it and i accepted the fact but on that day itself, i cried my heart out at Avies the shop, surprising eh? The person whose consolling me , giving me advices and of course making me feel better and solutions is my mother and god mother! I should seriously learn to cherish my family members around me!! The person whom will be there to help and support you when you are sad are always people around who truly loves you and care about you.I learnt that if people truly love and care about you, they do not do things that they know that it would simply hurt you. Its the 11th time i ever cried over you already my dear..Its time that i come to my sense and remove you slowly from my mind.....I had no mood to shop fer the whole period of time and home sweet home at 11 plus=) i'm glad to be home as i feel so protected...Anyways signing off from here people bye bye~

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Monday, February 02, 2009