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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

The day started off with a time of talking maple with jonathan and joseph cos i had headspells.Had higher mother tongue after PE. Next came e-math which its really boring cos i dunno anything so watch weibin and jiakang play majong.Thanks Taufiq for keeping me accompany during recess when i was really bored and lonely~.After recess it was english which was exposition. Next had free period, so as usual went library wiv jeryl and jonathan.

At 1.30, we were suppose to leave, last period it was suppose to be free period yupp so went over to the new library.Jonathan keep on kicking my chair and that made me got headspells.Left from the library but never get to use the com there sadT_T

Falled in at the foyer.Mom lavania went with us for dry shoot tgt with Netti mam.She is issuing a warning letter to those who are regular customers of skipping NP..Manage to skipp assembly veri happy. Jeryl keep getting whacked by me cos he irritates me=D

Got over to bedok HQ for a dry shoot.Met dunman high there.Was seriously nervous during my dry shoot cos i was really handling a revolver but except theres no bullet.No much mistakes except that i fire too fast and when i show clear i held the revolver too high till the sir laughed haha it was a really silly mistake.After lifeshoot we went back to school and went to library help uncle borrow books..Libarian cannot find, walao waste my time there-.- cos it was already 5pm+ when i reach there.But rewarded myself with a strawberry milk tea and a cup corn when i went home=D Dead i'm additcted to them like drugs =X Signing off liao bye~

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Tuesday, March 31, 2009


Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Today was rather a day of insult.It was early 10am in e morning where its suppose to be a holiday due to duty on founder's day.I was espcially called out by two marons just for an insulting session over at parkway.Gave me a piece of durian and at the bus stop said i'm scared of you =.= if you both are that scared of me, get lost and please repect others lah...I wanted to board bus 15 together, but ur words pierced through my stone heart and in broke into shards that cannot be mend already.

I decided that i should seriously leave some pride and respect for myself and went opposite without regrets to take bus 31 to tampinese mall to meet vivien and damien there.Because i reached there early and therefore went to golden village to Q for the tickets for the legend of ChunLi.N 16.17.18. After vivien arrived, we went to supermarket and got 2 pkts of chips. Waited for Damien and off we went into the cinema.

After movies, we swung over to street 77 to check for damien's wallet and went to timezone. Surprisingly met obasan yingxian there.We played there for about half an hour and so and went home together with vivien jie after that.

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Wednesday, March 25, 2009


Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Okay its rather unique day...reached home at 9 plus...I went fer founders day duty...photos are uploaded into my facebook already...Get to go in to the new library..Chairs are confortable lah! I felt lonely...really lonely..i waited alone from 1 pm to 4pm...Spent the time with my 2pc chicken set..All my friends left me one by one leaving me alone taking care with shiyong's bag~Lonely~ I'm so lonely~i am nobody~~They ran pass me..But they claim that they never see me...~.~ feeling damn insercure...

Changed into blazor and started duty~First laying of pen..then went down have a dinner which its like inedible yet horrible? Met Taufiq during dinner. He was back to conduct the band=D He was quite handsomely dressed,Neatly combed hair.People if dunno thought hes going for a wedding~!

Duty was at the arshuring~My legs were breaking as the heels were hurting badly....Helped mrs liew tie her flag to the ground and she said i was capable haha.Finally get to rest a little while was doing my bao zhang du hou gan...

Taufiq came over to ask us what were we doing..Cherrie was playing wiv his phone hahas.Skipped..After around 8 plus when all e parents are here, we went over to canteen to eat. Not even a while, VP came and ask us go up to mph be arsshurers to the TOILET!! Okay i dont like the job but still must do it Skipped! After that ask edenious take over me a while<333 outside="D" haha="D" wallet="D">

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Tuesday, March 24, 2009


Saturday, March 21, 2009

Hellos sister today go escape theme park cos its a class outing..Yes got woken up by her at 10 plus, went to bedok and pick up a few of her friends and off we went to to escape theme park... I initially wanted to follow my sister bcos when i reached pasir ris mrt, my friend was stoll sleeping-.- Its so irritating waiting for people i confirm!Then about one hour later, my friends and i met at bedok int..but i waited for an hr-.-its rather idiotic...After we went over to city hall there to suntect..we just walked the whole place and went over to carefour...i stood at the cd shop stood blindly at a spot that someone actually held and kissed me before i went to japan..I missed those...Suddenly i felt so empty!Its just link that someone simply cant remember...He simply forgotten me...I felt that i'm invisible.,,they din bother even i said i want to leave..After that i went to take transport to tampinese and went over to pasir ris in papa's car and picked sister.Mum bought honey wings and bubble tea waiting fer me at home!Happy that at least i ate twice KFC and ate my favourite yougurt YAMI =D sense of achievement=Dokay signing off~

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Saturday, March 21, 2009


Friday, March 20, 2009

Okay was just back from leads and think i'm near to dead liao lah...Today still went to school for 15 hrs challange.Okay we were suppose to fold masu boxes..though at least at was 13.5k of boxes but its quite an achievement.I folded till my hands are bent i think..Just as what mdm nora said dun wanna have anyth to do with masu boxes for a few days man!Haha i just noticed i had a big purple baluku a.k.a blue black on my left leg...zzz not again-.-The sec 2s folded 15k paper dragons..Triple science classes and some pure classes donated 1mil + grains of rice...What ever...today its really an exhausting day for every one i think...Taufiq never cme todayT_T cos hes sick..Speedy recovery taufia=(Miss tan made us use plastic pudding spoon to scrape the floor cos its filled with wax=.=You ming, elaine and teckli helped us also Thank you!=DAfter the whole day of exhustment went off to tampinese house and dad drove us all home.

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Friday, March 20, 2009


Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Hies peep...I'm back from leads camp already..First day - 16/3/09 we reported at around 7.30am..At 8am we checked in and placed our bags into room two.We had Ice breakers..After tat we had amazing race and treasure hunt.We jumped like bunnies, pass chairs like caterpiller, played mrt and luckily i never really got smacked unlike quack and alvin HAHA! They smack really hard till their feet turned red LOL!! Caterpiller was tiring.We played candles also as in we had to bring the candles over to the enermy base without being blown out LOL the wax was trouble some though after that.There was a station whereby our group boys actually dipped their face into a containter that contained flour, milo powder, sadine fish and soya sauce. Its very very disguesting seriously!After all those games, we went for dinner and before that we actually had a short briefing with miss tan..I'm rather close with her as i went japan with her yeah so rather unformal...She asked us- the scs how we could actually bond more with one another..I was pondering rather long over this..After this was leadership training which taught us how to plan an event...Ok it was quite okay.This time ALTC the cc shall be clement quewk but acc its either weijie or benedict=D But seriously the whole sc disagreed that keith ang hold any leadership position lah...Its rather sad for him that hes gonna be the clean up supervisor..Who ask you so bossy lah...deserve it nor..i'm a group fascilitator and game station master...But unfortunately these are not confirmed as the proposal is not submitted to the teachers yet.Had a talk by vincent tan and it was rather a lullaby session as he has a monotone voice eh...Had debrief and supper..After the session, taufiq happened to pass by me. Therefore i stopped him and popped him with some questions that miss tan wants us to answer but somehow i cannot give her an answer..Taufiq said alumni was close as they often update their data base and they often communicate...Bingo that was the answer! We are lacked communication! Straight away after supper, i slept in like a log.The next day was deadful..Firstly had a deadful PT -.- 3 rounds ard the school..2.4km..Next went over to camelot and went for dragon boating,Had lunch and a bood bath.Did the last planning of Altc.After that had some kind of giving paper ceromoney.I gave to jasper Victoria and kaixin.After that i went home with horney basket cos he specially wait for me=D Best rawked camp after all!I realised that i never really mention about my group members.
Jasper from art club
Claire from CO
Alvin
Alfred
clement
James
Victoria
Melissa
Belle
Eugene Eng
myself.

My fascilitators:

Elaine

Taufiq

TeckLi


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Wednesday, March 18, 2009


Sunday, March 15, 2009

Today went back to school early morning just to discuess something regarding sec 1 orientation camp that i'm not going..Ok we went from school to mac then to kopitiam.After all the serious discussion i went down to bugis and look for viven my jiejie.We went down to see the campus road show and the people there are mostly teenagers? We stayed all the way till about 7plus and went hime.After that i went for dinner with family at ah mah home 5 star restraunt. and went to t-mall golden village movie theater and watch "the race to the witch mountain" Was pretty clumsy..nearly topple my whole ice lemon tea that i bought but lucky only a little bit flowed out because the cover was tightly attatched to the cup.Thank god~ Ate roller coaster as well~Ok its not bad but not as nice as marley and me=D ok brain dead liaos~ Sayonara~

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Sunday, March 15, 2009


Saturday, March 14, 2009

Hellos=D cant really recall what happened..During Physics, mom took over to collect pledge cards..i did not do so i went over R5 fer help.Nice nice natalie donated 5 bucks for me and vionna + Yaqi donated 1 dollar and nt forgetting mischevious jeryl also became nicer and helped me tide over.Thanks so much!! I promise that i'll get each of you a little something once i start part time<333 Especially thanks to Natalie..You've been there for me whenever i nided you..Sorry for not being able to really assist you.I promise that i'll help you as much as i could..Really!Had higher chinese lesson inside Auditiorium.Air conditioned and it was rather confortable=D. In the end our formal letter has transformed into a formal letter-.- scared the witts out of me for nothing.. English nth much again about exposition-.- ok to be frank its rather boring.. After recess it was ss.. Instructed by mom lavania to do 2 worksheets to practice source based question..Ok it rained and that was really unpleasent.Who likes work siol?=D As usual went for NPDP thou it rained-.- Yes we were the most punctual this time round siol=D stood for very long-.- Faced many discriminations cos i was a reserve...But luckily i had Loyang sec both flag bearers with me and of course not forgetting east spring and changkat changi=D Yes it was very much same but it was rather tiring... seriously hate the GOH party lah wth...Gold unit some more the wheeling around the point and drills suck crap=.= Even the sir there also say that mass flag can replace them lar== seriously i wanna get gold fer our unit to replace them siol!!! Ok sign off from here liaos..Chaos~

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Saturday, March 14, 2009


Friday, March 13, 2009

Today during physics, mr bakar annouced all the As in class=D i cannot believe that i clinched an A1, its because i did quite badly for chemistry and its pretty unbelivable that i'm able to still clinch an A1.Yes it was miss pua's lesson after that.Was pretty boring but still survived through lah=DNext lesson went back to class for e maths.Its pretty lame...seriously dun enjoy e-maths lah i think i seriously flunked e-maths.As usual, it was an empty recess..loneliness and everything yes history repeated~~After recess it was ss. It was mummy's lesson.Was doing a worksheet think it was about compare and contrast source base question..very long and such a hassle so never really copy much..Next was Tammies's lesson...today was tammie's last lesson with us...I will seriously miss her...Suddenly had the urge to cry..because tammie was trying her best to be our good POA teacher..But i regreted not letting her mark more of my work~Sorry tammie~ Please come back and teach us again~I miss you...Took photos with her shall post another day~Joanna took photo with lavania also...Whatever cme learn fold the divider whatever~ Dun even catch any ballz~After sch today speeded home and changed into some home clothes and went with yong xiang to Bugis. He mentioned to me that i was so tired till i fell asleep on his arm by accident and i though that i was lying on my house pillow=X Anyways...yeah went to check out some gundams for ak as wanna get some gundams for him secret hor!! went home.At bbt shop had a long chat with 2 of my juniors and had a long chat with cheryl...ok seriously collapsing already chaoz!~

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Friday, March 13, 2009


Thursday, March 12, 2009

Today sianz felt quite headache somehow during lessons, took a nap during maths cos simply cannot take it liaoz.Mrs tan not here during geog today,was asked by her to do geog corrections lol alot of people nvr do like my neighbour jia kang lol! He and weibin down there play majong.O.0 During lunch break,went to retrieve the files and workbooks in miss toh's pigeon hole.Ended up carrying 40 books and some files LOL...we shifted twice classroom during D&T from 4I1 to 3C1 haha.Released at 4.15pm and went over with shiyong over to the basketball court to see the station masters of the sec 1 orientation camp try out the games.It was simply a comedy.Justin laughed till he fell on the ground lol? When oscar came back, Irfan bought me a police handphone strap from the police heritage that oscar went for=D So sweet right?Be envious of me as a senior get good treatment ok?=DAnyways..Waited for Irfan to finish Javlin practice, while waiting, played with jianli, yong xiang and justin 21 points=D And i won! 3 times 21 points and 1 time straight two aces. Think ak you brought luck to me by signing on the card box surface=D Anyways..yupps irfan complained that training was tough..i wish you get into sports day my dearest junior=D I treated him to rose drink and some kindaf chips to reward him for his hardwork.Took bus with him and yong xiang back home.We missed the stop and had to walk back.LOL We 3 are uniform group horny basket hahahaha!!Sorry for testing you justin, should not reprimand you when you are a patient so sorry should not test you..i'm so sorry...Anyway take care of your own body..Speedy recovery Justin.....Take care Jianli..

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Thursday, March 12, 2009



Heys peeps~Today was an early ending day for me surpposingly but my off day is gone cos mr heng wan me go NEA with him for a project meeting=D My fate as a responsible green movement rep=X Ok so met him at around2.30pm liddat..Waited for 2 of other green reps from 2R7 and together we went NEA.Ok it was 25 stories high...ok i was so busy combing my hair at the mirror till i really thought that going to 25 storey was fast =O Lame talk ok...Met miss deepa naps teacher..She brought two chubby juniors wiv her cos mrs phram cant make it haha.ok the talk its like a primary sch kid talk lah...Boring..Went home..Feeling tired right now..Chao liao~

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Thursday, March 12, 2009


Sunday, March 8, 2009

Today was rather an ordinary day that i never go out. So bloody bored haha stayed just at home. Very bored so just surfed net and all the nonsense.Watched princess hour till i cried pathetically lol tell papa that i wanna eat KFC, in the end went to leisure doom there eat.Went over to eat.Papa paid money.I ate 3 pcs chicken.After that went to watch marley and me.Cried even worse when marley died..Its like crying like as if someone died.Mummy commented that it was the reason she dun allow me to keep animals.After the movie ended it was already 12 plus.Slept at one plus..Short and random post~Ok signing off..Bye

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Sunday, March 08, 2009


Saturday, March 7, 2009

Today seriously a lot of things happened...First period was chem.Miss Pua was the teacher. Pretty surprised that the class would stay quiet when a NIE teacher actually teaches..Okay it was rather boring i would say.. Second period was..POA. Sian had POA test..Think gonna flunk..whatever don't really care..After POA it was e-math.It was a surprise test and nvr study..confirm flunk..whatever i expected anyways.Had recess.Jonathan yap bought 4 apple aloe vera..Crazy guy right? Had ss after that.I passed my ss=D got 17/25 not bad right=DGeog was 16/30 haha pass by 1 mark. Expected to fail de LOL=D During ss we had mass place swooping. I was demoted from first row to 4th row lol.Sharrisse is my neightbour on my right instead of KaiLing now..I'll miss your disturbings kailing=D thou you sitting just two column apart from me haha.Neightbour at the side is Tan Jia Kang and Jeryl Goh LOL surrounded by guys.Behind me its Sumardi and Joanna.=D think Joanna has Sumardi phobia...HAHA will be damn noisy in future=D Anyway went for NPDP today as per normal went for NPDP and had a test if we're in the condition that we're unprepared.. Junwen as expected became the actual flag bearer and me being reserve.Ahadi from Loyang and Shimin became a reserve and gone in repectively.Ahadi and me enjoyed each other's company. The feeling of being reserve seriously suck! Its a backup for somebody...Ahadi and me had simply no mood to really give our best because we reserve.. Thou sir said we had chances to replace those actual ones but i feel that the chance its almost zero.I became someone's third wife haha. Okay sian home sweet home after that...Bye signing off~

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Saturday, March 07, 2009


Friday, March 6, 2009

hellos guys, today was one of the most consoled day i ever had. I felt that all the scarifices that i've made and everything its all worth it.=D During ss, ms lavania wasn't here, we just did some of the questions that she left for us...During POA just bear with miss chng's boring lesson as usual..english was taken over by another teacher which set us vocab book but dun feel like doing so never do lah...After recess was quite surprised! Went for physics and got an A1 for my paper^^ 30/40 but my chem was abit surprising i got 24/40 this time round...not enough studying i know..will work harder, glad that at least i never fail my chem=D After chem, it was cme but the class was in chaos.It was freaking irritating cos class was damn damn noisy.After chairman's several shouting and screaming, the jersery was black and gold, its Addidas.After that, released ealier and went over to mac and coach jianli write compo.Ended up waiting for him about half an hour and helping him write his compo sample.Helped him write his compo first paragraph hahas.After that, rushed home and relaxed myself.Did what am i suppose to do and bye signing off liao going lalala land liaoz~

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Friday, March 06, 2009


Thursday, March 5, 2009

It was just an ordinary begaining..I dao people which made me feel extremly miserable but i have to because i was forced to a corner..I dont think the people will even feel a single thing even i ignore them...Forget it man..i still feel something..but its not as much as the 8th of january already..i decided to seriously learn to let go already...i know that you are there for me always right=D? Had lessons today..I pity miss sayuri..She lost her voice she still had to teach us maths.. Miss Sayuri speedy recovery!=(During PE, Hamka represented our class for the beep test deomtration. He achieved level 10 beep 5.He was the most fit.He won Bryan Chua from 2c2 amd kelvin from 3R3.Kailing myself, Jonathan yap, Sharisse and syuhada played badminton together. I simply dun understand the Inequalities because i think when teacher was teaching i simply not concentrating and dun even catch any thing..Anyways..today have to clear our tables as we're shifting classrooms...sobs classroom will be so far from jianli and lower sec >.< Brought every single of my books home and its 10kg i think...i cried during D&T....did not really concentrate during the lesson...sorry mr hazmi.. Thank you Kailing...thanks for patting my shoulder when i felt the most depressed..Thanks mr hazmi for being concern about me=D The reason was somebody vandalised my fabric bag that one of my primary school friend got for me... After school, went to see mum together with all the HCL pple aand after that settle for sc stuff.Filled in a form and off i went home. Saw qian huey sharisse and xunfang over at the bus stop. Miss Chng became my debtor=D Cos she borrowed 50 cents from me cos she nvr bring her ez link card hahas.Got many cuts due to my files cutting me..wth..ok shall end off here~ I just feel rather worried as ah kor has a flu....Speedy recovery ah kor=D

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Thursday, March 05, 2009


Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Okay its rather a tiring day...This day started with a surprise..Miss Lavania will be taking over the student councillors..o.o shes my form mum, sc teacher, ss teacher, english teacher, as well as npcc mum. Will be seeing her even more frequently o.0 Had a surprise english compo test nor today.. Got drenched till a rather pathatic state when on way going fer recess but went to drink two cups of milo. They were icy cold but not as ice frozen as my heart.I got to know that i failed my first chinese test in history?! Was feeling quite down for the rest of the day but it was left unsaid. Tried my best to act normal and dun think any1 noticed my hidden sorrows...During break, Jianli came to me telling me that he was feeling rather unwell..Told yong xiang to get some medicine back for him but he told justin and some maroons did not allowed justin to go out to get medicine..I would rather you stand up for urself and stop being a puppet of that person!!! I was urtterly disappointed with someone.I decided to skip my D&T and dash out to t mall in the drizzling rain.I am willing, though i know i might even get a yellow form fer it.Jianli's health was at stake and he was in pain! I seriously cannot bear him to see him suffer!After i passed him the medicine, i went back to class. Mr hazmi did not blame me or anything, i just passed my D&T. Cos of Jianli's condition, i was rather worried and could not really concentrate in class just now.. Straight away after we were dismissed, i was the first person to leave class and went straight to 1R4 and discovered that they did abandoned me which i expected things to be this way.. But i just wanna ask.. is it fair to me that i'm always abandoned by everyone always? After training also like that..During training ignored my existance completely...Shld have gotten used to it liaoz but still somehow feel that i am just thin air to everyone that everyone cannot see cannot feel. I still feel hurt over that serious..But i wont let myself get hurt anymore! I wan to make things clear that i'm something that is exixtent on Earth that u can see me and of equal status with you! Its useless treating someone nice its because the person that you are treating you good how are they treating you in return?! LIKE SHIT! Compensate me? BULL SHIT! Treat me like close friend?! BULL SHIT!! YOU ABANDONED ME! You made me heartache! You are so realistic! Unless you need me for something or i'm just purely water vapour.Can you tell me why?Afraid to go into KFC cos you are with me and that will downgrade you right? it will disgrace you right? OK! i'm all alone..seriously you every time will be telling me you are remoseful over things but are you?! You say you care about me and made me feel that i really do mean at least something to you but i made a grave mistake! U just live off me and in fact i'm just a tool! You do not even care a hoot about my life and death! Refer to this to know what is the friend i truly need is this......Forget it..so emotional now...Ah kor... Ah kor i'm missing you and vivien badly....... cos i know you both will never treat me this way...nevermind Campcraft training was not bad..Missed normal trainings..i realised i missed so many trainings after i go for NPDP...Cannot even attend sec 1 orientation cos of LEADS for leaders?! My elbow got sliced by the tree branch..After cc training, waited for Irfan to finsish sports day training as he is taking part for Javlin^^and we both went home together..Irfan treated me to snack! Thank you and i'm rooting for you junior! Add oil sports lover!^^ Zhou called me fat during training but i treated it as normal teasing and ignored..When he needed tissue i giv him, he apologised to me...i felt so touched.. really... bye calling it off a day!

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Wednesday, March 04, 2009


Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Okay today was the last day of common test and finally there was a day of freedom. Was feeling rather unwell as i spent the whole night yesterday studying without resting and had a really serious headache during the test.After the 3 in a row test finish, my heart really at least not felt so pressurized and yes we had one last e- math lesson before we had our free period at the library. Could not really conentrate in e math as really not feeling well...Chapter 3 homework due on friday..Sian haven even started..But the library part was really the joke..Some picx and vids for views hahas...


~A short clip of Jeryl and Weibin playing~

~Smack!~

Okay assembly program today was sucky but before assembly talked to ms lavania over mrs gloria tan and all..Shes right..we should prove that idiot psyco teacher wrong that pure students are definately better than us by nature..Mum was right that the worst and irks a cher the most its that take the grades and throw at her face.Seriously wanna take grades and throw at gorilla's face next term, dun think this term can make it.Gorilla caused tension between her and our class as she did not tell our class that monsoon forest was gonna come out and now shes the class enermy lol? Okay went home with weiqi after assembly and damien. Weiqi claims he was thirsty after trip so i blanja him strawberry ice blend as treated me to french fried at mac before=D Quite a good senior right?=D


~My strawberry milk tea + his strawberry ice blend~

Okay lame we are strawberry lovers. I start to miss meimei already..How i wish shes here and fight the table with me and jokes with me...And p.s* thanks natalie for ur panadol this morning, it relieved abit of my ache*=D<333 Sians tomorrow NP got extra training for flag stuff~ Need to prepare liao signing off from here cya~

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Tuesday, March 03, 2009


Monday, March 2, 2009

~HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST & NOBLE AH KOR!!~


Today
its the birthday of my dearest and noble Jonathan ah kor=D This day of last year, i was spending with him playing pool and bowling over at marina square.But this year i'm stuck at home studying and it will never end.Really wished that i can at least spend this 18th Significant birthday together with you but i have common test i'm so sorry will try and make it up to you soon.I always enjoyed myself whenever i'm with you as well as vivien.You both brighten my emotional life. Birthday star, missed you exceptionally today...You doted on me as though i am your biological sister, buy drinks for me whenever i'm thirsty, wait up for me whenever my lessons end late. I spend your big day studying..i went out only 2 hrs slight relax with my family for youghurt and a decent dinner.After that, begain studying at 11 again and never slept in for the whole night.. Ah kor sorry that i spent ur birthday studying the whole night without sleeping. Promise you that will get you a nice belated birthday gift and card=D <333

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Monday, March 02, 2009


Sunday, March 1, 2009

Yesterday i slept about 11 plus and woke up around 8.45am. Readers would be wondering that i must be nuts right? Nope i am perfectly normal.I woke up so early as i was meeting vivien over at the bubble tea shop at 9.30am and therefore i do need some time to prepare what..=D Yes after meeting Vivien, the two of us made our way over to Jia Hao's house which is located at near Bedok Stadium. Took bus 31 there.After we arrived at Jia Hao's house, we played taiki.Jia hao and abel ganged up against me and vivien ended up bullying usT_T. After 4 games, we popped over to Tampinese Safra there meet my poor ah kor who waited for us for quite long..Sorry my dear ah kor..We played a total of 5 games and ah kor paid for everything=X thank you very much=D I ended up only sparing for only once. The score was Ah kor, vivien, me, Abel,Jia Hao. Jiahao was such a joker that he took a 4 pound ball which was for a baby to bowl lol?! His max point was 27 o.o...Jiahao totally wasted the game that ak paid for him..haiz..waste money nia la.. After the game was over, vivien and me departed straight home.It drizzled quite heavily.Ah kor despite getting in the rain, he still sent us to the bus- stop and got double wet when going back to meet jiahao and abel. Most blessed thing in my life is to meet this ak..Because of him, everything renewrd=DSuch a noble ah kor=D Asked Jia Hao to snapp a pic of the 4 of us=D


~Me, Vivien, Abel and Jonathan Ah kor=D~
~Like Siblings?~

After i arrived at the market, i bought 2 bubble tea and home sweet home~

After a while of revision, meimei came back from band. Shes having a camp for 3 days and she was still short of some undergarments and some craps.Today was actually quite a tired day fer me. I brought my maid downstairs just to buy a drink..But after i told my mum about that time she asked me to buy a phone and keep the box secretly fer her and she kneel down and stuff..Seriously mum told me that she was just acting in front of me and gaining my trust and that seriously made me think that i trusted the wrong person.I feel rather tired emotionally as well as physically..Why are there such people that are out to make use of me? Am i just that type of person whose so soft hearted?..Mum is right..I'm indeed too soft hearted..But i just feel the safest with my family.After buying everything that mei nid, we went to swensens and had a late dinner.After that we went straight home.I requested mum to bring me to the gods and ask about people surrounding me..Its just simply unbearable..As in the pain that being made used of..At this moment i donno why i miss ah kor exceptionally..Think its cos hes the only person who does not make use of me and truly dotes on me other than my family..My friends are simply out to just make used of me just like a tool and dun even give a hoot about my physical and mental.. Haiz.emotional night~

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Sunday, March 01, 2009



After a while of revision, meimei came back from band. Shes having a camp for 3 days and she was still short of some undergarments and some craps.Today was actually quite a tired day fer me. I brought my maid downstairs just to buy a drink..But after i told my mum about that time she asked me to buy a phone and keep the box secretly fer her and she kneel down and stuff..Seriously mum told me that she was just acting in front of me and gaining my trust and that seriously made me think that i trusted the wrong person.I feel rather tired emotionally as well as physically..Why are there such people that are out to make use of me? Am i just that type of person whose so soft hearted?..Mum is right..I'm indeed too soft hearted..But i just feel the safest with my family.After buying everything that mei nid, we went to swensens and had a late dinner.After that we went straight home.I requested mum to bring me to the gods and ask about people surrounding me..Its just simply unbearable..As in the pain that being made used of..At this moment i donno why i miss ah kor exceptionally..Think its cos hes the only person who does not make use of me and truly dotes on me other than my family..My friends are simply out to just make used of me just like a tool and dun even give a hoot about my physical and mental.. Haiz.emotional night~

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Sunday, March 01, 2009