~You're appearing even in my dreams.~

♥ Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Okay.. Let me use some precious resting time to update a little. Today was rather a tiring day. Just came back studying from school.Today i did my first presentation during assembly n front of the level sec 3.First was physics.Was doing 10 yr series.. Nothing much. Mother tongue i still owe a letter writing.Was doing a sort of revision practice.E maths was up next. Ms sayuri's back. Gota buck up on maths. It wun be easy but i will persevere.Recess was at 11 today.. Sigh.. Cannot meet gracie and xinrong for recess le.. Met them a little while and went down for recess.Next lesson was POA. Doing paper 1 of some schools.. Friday theres test. Before free period went over to xin rong for script. Help her copied a little somehow. Nothing much..

Okay up was sep.Was hiding on lvl 5 staircase thinking about presentation.It has been a week since i called or texted him. Will he text me? Nope doubt so.. Went back to class. Recieved a call from xin rong and rushed off to MPH.Reheased the presentation abit. Not long after, the classes came in and settled down.The assembly kicked off with a prize presentation for the sudoku challange. I was up next. I can hear lots of applause from the stage esp from my class. Dunno if they meant to tease me or help me but i'm still thankful. I saw melanie wong clapping too.. Duno if she meant it.But the moral of my class meant more to me. I dunno if they hate me or what so ever.. i never expected them to like me but i hope they dun hate me.. Being hated in class i know the feeling best. Being teased, being bullied, being ignored...all these feels horrible really..From lower sec coming to upper sec no matter how much i changed i doubt class will feel it..

Anyway i went up presented. I mispronoused alot words.. Never prepare well as well as being really nervous. Really glad to have group on the stage together wtith me or i would have died... After presentation, can see that some people were laughing at me but some like Sarah=) came to me with a jiayou sign..It was really encouraging.. thankyou.. I reallly want to ask class if i'm still a public enermy.. But i dun dare.. Sigh.. Anyways studied with group until 6..

To my dearest Gracie, Xin Rong and Atika:Thank you so much my dearest girls. You all have been here with me all these whiles through my breakdowns and everything. Listening to my complains and everything. You belles are really my most precious treasure that i gotten.

Labels: First assembly presentation.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

♥ Sunday, September 27, 2009

Today my wonderful maid did not wake me up! Oh holy crap i woke up at 7.20 and smsed xin rong first that i would be late. I dunno why but her name sprang into my mind.Had a quick wash up and dashed down to tamp interchange and meet them. Somehow miss coelho was surprised to see me. She commented that i was rather on for everything. Haha super random but i am really happy that at least someone regonises my contributions.Somehow i look forward to retiring. Group looked overjoy to see me down.They accompanied me for a hearty breakfast over at KFC.After that we return to the booth.We walked around to survey survey around the exhibition area.

Mr Tang tasked me to talk some images to do a presentation to the upper sec on Monday. I am super nervous.Group and me took many random photos all around.I represented the school to go up the stage and recieve the cert of participation.Ngee Ann seem to be the ONLY secondary school. The rest are ITE and PRIMARY.Minister came to our booth.I explained the cross culture thingy to him..I felt brave at that moment.

I felt so sorry to group and mr tang. I went down for badminton at jiahao's house. Abel and vivien are both there. I decided to buy a racket with smack.I have really plenty of things to buy..Jiahao they all the chrismas present, Racket, bags, shoes. OMG i am going insane. Played a few quick games and went back to tamp together with vivien and gang. I enjoyed myself.But i reached back only at 3pm.When i was back, mr lao liu mang was there but atika homed. It was random that he was there. I ate alot of things.Finally quench my cravings for KFC.I look very unglam when eating. Bought many many display items, earings and crap.

After the whole exhibition ended, gracie left with school bus back home doing A-math while xinrong and me walked the whole t1. I wanted to understand her more such that at least i can do something for her or be there for her. I want to help her over come her weaknesses and maximise her potential.Shes an unrefined diamond actually. Its rather heartbreaking seeing her cry especially over some idiots who make her cry. I really dun understand why such a nice girl like her must suffer.One day i will stand strong together with her. I brought her to times to look at the pendants.I was thinking of getting one for her and group each actually.Budget abit tight ah=) i am held responsible for the ppt slides this time round. I hope i can do a good job.

* I promise you at least i would be there when you need me. Be strong and don't cry over people thats not worth you crying over=) Cos we love you always*

Labels: Recycling Day

Sunday, September 27, 2009

♥ Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Okay peep, today its a really special day. It started off with a normal day.But yet i am very excited.I'm going with group to Pulau semakau.The many green reps went over.I heard it was rather expensive.Skipped lessons. DNT was cancelled. Pek cek.But happy that can spend time with group.

Met atika first and waited for Gracie and xin rong to come down from class. My class ones are not going. Probably cos of me but i dun care.To me group is more important. After arival of xinrong and gracie, we went to buy lunch together.As usual i ate the slowest. Atika had to carry my bag fer me and xinrong my drink. Thank you so much, you belles are really sweet.Boarded the bus.Sat with gracie.Smsed jon and he replied that he was ***** mad.I was really worried that i called him at the pier.I dunno what happened, but can tell that he was pissed with something. Kept worrying about him even during the semakau trip.. Sigh.. this guy always bottles things inside himself and does'nt shares them.

Went on the ferry and sat on the upper deck. Was still talking to jon but he never answer me cos he was far too busy inside his tool storage.Hung up the phone half way. Sorry jon. The upper deck was super shiok. I was worried that i would drop my phone into the sea. Took many random photos and posted them onto facebook already..

After we landed on semakau, we went into the visitor centre and had a briefing about semakau.We were shown a movie clip.I nearly fell asleep. Next we were directed to the outside of the conference room and took some pictures there too. We waited for the other group to return and we went on our journey to tour the whole semakau. We were not that lucky to see pink dolphines. But we saw loads of mangrove forest. The atmosphere was filled with elective geography all of a sudden.We went on the tour bus=)

After we alighted, we took some photos all around.After that, we assembled back to the pier and went back to mainland.I rushed down together with atika. We took 291. I was competing with jon see who reach tampinese interchange first. Ended up we saw eachother's bus entering the inter change together. That was fun. We were on the phone.Met him over at bus 10 there. Took bus together with him.Homed after that. I realised we need to do a ppt. for lower and upper sec assembly T_T holy crap.=)

Labels: Pulau Semakau

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

♥ Sunday, September 13, 2009

Sry for not updating for a really really long time. I've been really busy that i have simply no time to update this blog and thanks to some spammers i locked the chat box. So sorry for the inconvinience. I might be locking this blog and opening it to my dearest and closest friends. If i wan to be a reader gimme a tag or smth. i will unlock the chat box soon.Ok just a quick update on what i've been doing ok.

Rescently i've been going out rather often with Jia hao, vivien, Abel.s.. Sometimes with jon, xinyi and benson. Usually we'll meet up for a few quick games of badminton. Oh yeah i am addicted to badminton once again.During the sep holidays, i went on a environment champion course together with gracie and nicholas qwek.From irfan's class i suppose. Yes.. Went down to gundam feast together with abel and jiahao. Sorry gracie, i know i'm mean to leave u alone.. I promise wun be another time.. I feel really guilty after doing it really.. We saw a few gundams.. Abel bought a gundam. Went down again on thursday together with jiahao and vivien to get jon the gundam he liked. Reborn gundam i suppose? I know nuts about gundams.Jon seem happy to get it. As long as the reciever is happy, the sender will be. On saturday we had a friendly match together with ben and xinyi. Jiahao thrashed the entire team. Ownage =)

My circle of friends changed too. I am closer with Gracie , Xin rong and atika ever since i know them from CCC and they are now my neighbour and being in green com.They are really the best friends u can ever find on earth.i'm really thankful that they are always by my side.If one day i really lose them, think i would cry till i have no more tears left.If i dun treasure them, i am lying.

Okay.. thats about it for september hols.

Labels: Short post september holidays

Sunday, September 13, 2009

♥ Thursday, September 10, 2009

Okay people. There are some hateful people who are spamming my tag box with craps.Sorry for the inconvenience caused.Just ignore those disgusting tags that they tagged. Just dun bother about people who are being inconsiderate to other's blog.

To who are spamming rumours:

PLS GET LOST AS THIS IS NOT YOUR BLOG! U GUYS ARE NOT WELCOME! THIS IS MY BLOG AND NOT YOURS SO PLEASE TAKE YOUR LEAVE! SPAMMERS WILL NOT BE TOLERATED.PLS RESPECT YOURSELF BY NOT SPAMMING.I WILL SO NOT BE BOTHERED BY YOUR COMMENTS.

Labels: notice for idiots

Thursday, September 10, 2009

♥ Saturday, September 5, 2009

* It was you who protected me with your life*

It was the last day of school.Its even week friday.First period its physics. Got sc stuff so was slightly late back to class.Class was doing physics file stuff..I nearly forgot but i never hehe. Heng heng i got everything inside my file except for test 4.Next was MT.Nothing special.Just the same old things.English nothing la..But it was results giving day.I can make it yay! I passed at least 4 la kay=)POA had a great jump from F9 to B4..My efforts paid off.. Next came ss.SS was boring..Cannot play or what so ever..Cos Ms lee and ms tan was there..Sianz. After school was training..As usual. Was suppose to set test. Quite slack for this training. Today during training someone should be rather pissed with me. Somehow whenever i try to forgive this person, the past haunts me such that i'm forced till the extreme to do this. I dunno who else can i trust or who is more reliable.I know that up till today my history still haunts me. Their actions disgusts me, i still get nightmares at times.. finally i came to my senses. Being tolerant and patient, the passion to help others really need to depend who the person is. Today never get counseled.

After Xun fang finish her piece, i rushed down to ak's house.I went tamp int there take 10.Hes fetching me over to meet jiahao=P Yeah so as usual he gave me a shock by standing somewhere in the middle.Yeah he can scare the wits out of me at times.We went over to bedok KFC there meet jiahao and abel.They were having dinner at KFC.After that we went to jiahao's house.The gathering was decided on a sat.Probably going with Vivien.

After we reach jiahao's house we hide inside his room.Learned quite a bit about gundams huh=) It was the first time i saw ak and jiahao so seriously fixing a gundam.It was a rare sight.When the two grand masters are serious they can get work done really fast.A gundam is really hard to fix.It require lots of patience.It was about 11 and we were all set to return home. Ak got screwed by his mum T_T At times i feel that its a burden to go out with them as they had to send me to the bus stop.We were jay walking and a dropped my maths book and physics workbook.He dashed onto the main road risking his life to retrieve my books. He insist seeing me on the bus before leaving for him.. Sorry ak...

*You are simply irresistible*

Labels: Being nice or not depends on target

Saturday, September 05, 2009

♥ Tuesday, September 1, 2009

*Happy Teacher's Day*

It was teacher's day celebration today.Slept at two plus cos was doing teacher's day cards and wrapping up gifts for them.Yeah. Mr Hazmi's was a puzzle for him and his kiddos.Ms lavania and ms sayuri is two piggy portable photo frames.Mr Bakar's is a key chain.Ms Pua is a hand made photo frame.Ms toh is a mini garfield.Mrs Chia is a winnie the pooh.Helped vivi bring her gifts to school together with mine.Cos of some council stuff.Deco for teacher's day and arrangement of hall and so on, need to reach school by 6.45.Oh my.Okay but still guai guai de reached sch on time. I wore class tee last yr with kappa pants.The jam band is super loud.Choir is melodious.Dance of choir is fantastic too.Hunt for teachers till i sweat like mad-.-After being released from the hall, went to be post woman and passed all the gifts to the respective teachers.Bla..I reserved a special gift for miss chiam.Its a heart shape mug.

After the whole event came to an end sucessfully, i saw sir luqman.Vivi is coming back at 12 but somehow i went back home together with Jianli and yong xiang.Jianli blanga me lunch today.On the way, i called vivi, she was on the way. Regretted not waiting for her.I called ak, hes still sleeping cos ytd he was drunk=X Chat with him on the phone.Somehow just feel happy.I just need him and vivien by my side as they stood by me when i was in sec 1. Under their wings, i feel protected. Then someone was pissed and he roared at me.Probably jealousy la..

Went back to kindergarten visit mrs nornis first as naps will only open their doors to welcome us at two, most probably will wait for vivi and ak there cos vivi half day kor no sch. Gong gong asked me to say hie to her.She was rather busy.Was a good gal never disturb her. Just greeted all the teachers and took my leave.Went back naps.Pass gift to ms chiam.She seem to be rather happy.Finally ate the noodle that i longed to.Joined the alumni thingy. Have to attend the naps alumni dinner next yr.Vivi came back, so did ak. He needed to rush down to bugis meet jiahao and abel i suppose?He took photos of naps and one is me on the p2 chair=X i saw qiao qian and tigeress there.They are my kids of ccc'09.

Sent vivi home first after that i followed him down to bugis meet jiahao and abel.We took 196 down to bedok int.We listened to his mp3 cos my phone is going flat. Sian i never bring my jacket, was extremly cold.Bao cai was there.Went with jiahao to pick his phone. next walked from junction to OG.Walked quite alot today.My legs was hurting like crap.Kept silent.Cos my shoes are flats.Flats cannot sustain walking for too long.My feet hurts.After shopping for all the gundams, we finally settled in to a food court in bugis.My feet finally stopped torturing me.Both him and me ordered the same set. I loved the tempura.I dun really feel well.Feel feverish.Next went with them to tcc for coffee.He fed me a biscuit of cuppoccino. I somehow leaned against him cos i am simply too weak.I feel extremely weak.My body was freezing under the cold aircon.Plus baocai was speaking crap that a sec 3 gal wun understand. Whatever. I could not take it any longer.I told him to take me by my hand cos my hands are freezing already.

We all took mrt home.I could not take walking.I told him i cnt walk.He took me by my hand.He escorted me up the bus first.Poor him dashed home..

*Destiny is in your own hands*

Labels: Precious moments

Tuesday, September 01, 2009