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♥ Monday, February 2, 2009

Today was suppose to be a joyous day, as my house was having our" lou hei" session and everyone is very happy as theres abloney also leh=P mummy even said i ate too many slices lol=P there were desert also but i mised all those as i rushed down all the way to Sim Lim square to meet my peers for some shopping of eletronic parts.After a while, i felt quite left out and therefore one of my friend and me left the group and strolled over to sunshine plaza. After a short while, i went over to causeway point to meet my mother.My mother, god mum and two of her other friends.When i was alone on the train to causeway point, it brings back many memories when the train passed by places like bishan, toa payoh, ang moh kio, sembawang, amirilty, city hall and so on.... But the place that brings back the most memories is causeway point....once i step into there, the memories started flowing back into my mind slowly..Every single step i took, it just reminds me of somebody and especially went i look up and i saw the cinema.....the railings...it hurts so much and badly... I have simply no rights as i hurt him far too much already and things for us is irreversible already. when i went over to the restaurant and look for them, i was made to eat rice with two slices of chicken because i am a patient and cannot be empty stomach.After a while, both of mummy and god mum's friends cum classmates left us. We went over to Lot 1 choa chu kang. There brought back many memories, but not as much as causeway point.. it was the last place that we went together as a couple i remembered. It was so heart warming to remember all these memories but yet it just breaks my heart again and again. I have gotten a new wallet as god mother bought one from the wallet shop for me hahas. But at lot 1, i got fooled by two of my friends who said that i had no integrity and all the crap? ok fine i came to terms with it and i accepted the fact but on that day itself, i cried my heart out at Avies the shop, surprising eh? The person whose consolling me , giving me advices and of course making me feel better and solutions is my mother and god mother! I should seriously learn to cherish my family members around me!! The person whom will be there to help and support you when you are sad are always people around who truly loves you and care about you.I learnt that if people truly love and care about you, they do not do things that they know that it would simply hurt you. Its the 11th time i ever cried over you already my dear..Its time that i come to my sense and remove you slowly from my mind.....I had no mood to shop fer the whole period of time and home sweet home at 11 plus=) i'm glad to be home as i feel so protected...Anyways signing off from here people bye bye~

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