After a while of revision, meimei came back from band. Shes having a camp for 3 days and she was still short of some undergarments and some craps.Today was actually quite a tired day fer me. I brought my maid downstairs just to buy a drink..But after i told my mum about that time she asked me to buy a phone and keep the box secretly fer her and she kneel down and stuff..Seriously mum told me that she was just acting in front of me and gaining my trust and that seriously made me think that i trusted the wrong person.I feel rather tired emotionally as well as physically..Why are there such people that are out to make use of me? Am i just that type of person whose so soft hearted?..Mum is right..I'm indeed too soft hearted..But i just feel the safest with my family.After buying everything that mei nid, we went to swensens and had a late dinner.After that we went straight home.I requested mum to bring me to the gods and ask about people surrounding me..Its just simply unbearable..As in the pain that being made used of..At this moment i donno why i miss ah kor exceptionally..Think its cos hes the only person who does not make use of me and truly dotes on me other than my family..My friends are simply out to just make used of me just like a tool and dun even give a hoot about my physical and mental.. Haiz.emotional night~Labels: Night Stocking Up of meimei camp stuff?
Sunday, March 01, 2009
