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♥ Tuesday, May 26, 2009

It was rather a mixed feeling day today..The day started bad as had a sleepless night knowing someone plans to take my beloved small from me..Hes my pillar and centres my life..How could.. Just because of attention again! Its cuz of me not givin sufficient attention to you does it mean that u nid to destroy my life by taking away small from me which u fairly know how important he is to me right?Thinking of losing small and stuff caused my sleep to fly off..

Today was normal went library during free period la yeah..Facebooked as usual except with company of jonannas they all yeah..rushed back to class to get my bag then went to small and asked him if hes waiting fer me.. yup..Sprinted up to the mph after that..Was released slightly early yeah get to accompany small a little more..Mr Heng say wanna put me in the core team of green team..Which i'm somehow yeah..The pressure is on me now cuz i'm Xinyi's sucessor..Some primary kids of basketball came to our sch..Watched them a while and went home with small..He strucked me a fatal blow by saying he is shifting..He actually dunno but i silently shed tears when i'm having my half an hour of peace..

It all seems so fated that someone is snatching small with me and yet heaven wants him shifted away from me and seems he will drift even more apart from me..NOOOO!!T_T i really dun wan!! Hes just as dear to me..But we cannot do anything eh..So i came to terms with it..

We both reported home respectively and i went back to ngee ann primary together with small.. He seems happier whenever hes with his juniors and other friends rather than being tgether with him..In my eyes i dun mind being the third party when he and his fren goes out..But i'm somehow just wondering..Does he really need me there or jus..For a display..But i know his presence brings peace and joy n colours injected into my life and makes it vibrant..Hes simply irreplaceable by anyone..Accidentally took home his phone so rushed back and passed him..so sorry small..

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Tuesday, May 26, 2009