Initially today was suppose to stay home.But somehow applied leave from papa cos its gonna be my birthday in 2 days time.Yeah somewhat i applied leave from papa and went out together with vivien and jonathan.
Vivien messaged me the night before that they wanna celebrate my birthday for me and therefor they are all free on sat therefore decided on this day.I popped over to tamp mall at around 4 plus. Jon ah kor as usal scared me to my wit from to back.He made me promise that i wun open the present that they bought for me=) Yeah my first gift for the first time so early siol.Next we hopped mall and went over to century as jiahao and his bro wanna play a sort of animal game which even jonathan ah kor likes it o.o =) playful guys=) ITE le still love to play=) Jonathan ah kor really lepoard cant change its sports=X We lingered a little over at century.
After that we hopped again to white sand mall via train.Dashed over to bubble tea shop get a bubbl tea as super thirsty.As usual ah kor followed me as he is always worried about me.=) But he bought the tutu kueh=) He likes peanut=) While waiting with him for his kueh , we chat for a while.He asked if did justin they all bully me=X As usual the kor that dotes on me so much always so concern about me.Rather worried about vivien as shes somehow encountering some problems that i could feel that she has hidden from me....
Went up to take neoprints with damien, jie and kor...took the first time, Jonathan ah kor's shirt gone lol? So we took a second neoprint.Keep on retaking cos press the wrong button=( so sorry.. Okay after all the hassle, a neoprint is finally produced. Love the neoprints like mad especially the one at the amusement park and the one on the fairy tale horse and the green background der.Jie has to go as her mum will scold..I followed kor and jiahao to have my dinner.In was roaring thunder, pouring cats and dogs..Horrible..Initially should be taking 12 with kor but ended up taking mrt cos kor's mum picking him and i taking 31=)
But before i board 31, i asked kor tis qn that justin and gang will bring an egg home.He gave me the most lovely answer that brought me to paradise.I asked him..what do you think i desire most for my birthday? He answered me.. What you desire deep in your heart is the company of vivien and me right? I was stunned and i asked him why?He told me..Presents to you is nothing..What u truly desire is people who truly love you and understand you to accompany you and make you happy on your birthday! I was totally shocked when i heard it..This was the answer that i always desired and that is truly what i wished for!
At this point of time, 31 came and took me away..But on 31 i was thinking, its rather pathetic that even people who is so close to you that see you every day do not even understand you than someone whom you actually is so far away from you..But yet if they truly love and care about you, they will not bear to break your heart nor torture you=) They will standby you, protect you, shower you with love and wait for you..
I remembered when i was sec 1, without caring about what others say, he waited for me outside my class when madam nora was inside teaching history.He came just to pass me a key chain and go home together with me..Just for a promise that he will come back, he came back especially because i was lonely when i was sec 2 when he graduated.When sec 3 came, i broke down, he came back especially because he was worried that i would cry non stop.......when i break up with my boyfriends..He will dash back especially to ensure i am okay...
She came into my life when i was sec 1.She took bus together with me every morning... I wait for her regardless how long she take to revise.I helped her with her 10 year series.She taught me peseverence and character.She took care of me when i was a noob. She was my soulmate in sec 1 that truly understands me and will take time especially to come back whenever she is free=)
For these two special people, i will pesevere on and let nothing get into my way till i graduate.I miss them whenever i am lonely.Their souls and overflowing love is always surrounding me.. I love the both of you forever~!=)
~Birthday celebration 2009 is really meaningful~
p.s. if you know me well enough you will know who are these two very special people to me..
Labels: Neoprints with kors and jie=)
Sunday, July 12, 2009
