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♥ Thursday, August 27, 2009

Today got back chem and physics paper. But saw ss paper.Pass all these=) happy like a kid. During ss lavania dun seem to be in a good mood thou. She scolded jonthan for being a sotong. Today throughout the whole day i think i was punching the thingy that i'm using for cheryl's birthday card and teacher's day card.Marcus din move house today. I had a partner beside me today. It felt better than sitting alone luh.During POA was going thru petty cash book. Pretty simple. Pretty petty cashier~ Yeah.I started punching the thingies the rest did too.Jonathan, Joseph, Jeryl,Kailing, partner, sarah and jocelyn all helped me with the thingy.Its fun..I was nearly touched to tears when i passed both my sciences.During CME, presented the NKF thingy..Yeah it went on good.Syed was suddenly in our grp o.o. Luckily yesterday i survived through till 12.30 to finish the slides.

Here the nightmare comes after CME.We were suppose to present the maths project and everyone claims to have no time when this project will affect the marks of the next semester..Saw Ian and Sarah's grp on the way.Mikhail can just simply say..u just go present alone?!?! omg i am seriously going bonkers and breaking down.He was the one who did the final make up and he expects me to do the presentation alone? whats wrong with him? Though i was alone, still went to miss sayuri and told her the actual situation after Ian and Sarah's grps presented. Only i was abandon behind... My group simply doesn't care? The feeling of being abandon is horrible. On the way out, Dennis saw that i was almost to my extreme, he came over somehow talked to me. A sweet boy right? I heard Marcus talking to me from the back,but i never turned my head..cos i noe if he askes me my tears will begain to pour like waterfall. I walked as fast as i could till i went under a block.There was nobody there..I was alone..Tears rolled down my cheek non-stop. I was heart broken.Why did they choose to abandon me?...

Bused home alone.Drank green milk tea. Watched CCS movie 2.Amazingly i loved it.It recalled my memories of being made used of.But i still strive to be like sakura.Even he also abandoned me.. In this world really nobody cares about me anymore?later got scolding by my dad badly..

I am the thin air that nobody can see or feel.

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Thursday, August 27, 2009