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♥ Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Okay.. Let me use some precious resting time to update a little. Today was rather a tiring day. Just came back studying from school.Today i did my first presentation during assembly n front of the level sec 3.First was physics.Was doing 10 yr series.. Nothing much. Mother tongue i still owe a letter writing.Was doing a sort of revision practice.E maths was up next. Ms sayuri's back. Gota buck up on maths. It wun be easy but i will persevere.Recess was at 11 today.. Sigh.. Cannot meet gracie and xinrong for recess le.. Met them a little while and went down for recess.Next lesson was POA. Doing paper 1 of some schools.. Friday theres test. Before free period went over to xin rong for script. Help her copied a little somehow. Nothing much..

Okay up was sep.Was hiding on lvl 5 staircase thinking about presentation.It has been a week since i called or texted him. Will he text me? Nope doubt so.. Went back to class. Recieved a call from xin rong and rushed off to MPH.Reheased the presentation abit. Not long after, the classes came in and settled down.The assembly kicked off with a prize presentation for the sudoku challange. I was up next. I can hear lots of applause from the stage esp from my class. Dunno if they meant to tease me or help me but i'm still thankful. I saw melanie wong clapping too.. Duno if she meant it.But the moral of my class meant more to me. I dunno if they hate me or what so ever.. i never expected them to like me but i hope they dun hate me.. Being hated in class i know the feeling best. Being teased, being bullied, being ignored...all these feels horrible really..From lower sec coming to upper sec no matter how much i changed i doubt class will feel it..

Anyway i went up presented. I mispronoused alot words.. Never prepare well as well as being really nervous. Really glad to have group on the stage together wtith me or i would have died... After presentation, can see that some people were laughing at me but some like Sarah=) came to me with a jiayou sign..It was really encouraging.. thankyou.. I reallly want to ask class if i'm still a public enermy.. But i dun dare.. Sigh.. Anyways studied with group until 6..

To my dearest Gracie, Xin Rong and Atika:Thank you so much my dearest girls. You all have been here with me all these whiles through my breakdowns and everything. Listening to my complains and everything. You belles are really my most precious treasure that i gotten.

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Tuesday, September 29, 2009